I can’t deny it, Christmas is just around the corner. I have to admit, however, that it doesn’t quite feel so merry. Yes, I still smile every so often. No, I’m usually not faking it when I smile. No, I’m not depressed. Yes, I’m fine - I’m just frustrated.

Yes, I think that’s the right word. I’m reminded of why I sometimes call myself a realist, or jokingly, a cynical idealist. I’m reminded of the things I wish I could change, but can’t. I’m reminded of how some people, despite (supposedly) being good by nature, do crappy things. I’m reminded of these things - and they frustrate me.

Life isn’t bad - but it isn’t quite so grand either. In any case, it goes on, and there isn’t anything we can do about that - except ending it. With this in mind, the only thing that really makes sense is to follow the cliches - grin and bear it; play the cards you’re dealt; put up or shut up; and so on and so forth.

Ang drama ko no?